Ever think to yourself  that you are really handling a lot of stress very well when in fact you are a train wreck?  Yeah that would be me.  I started out the summer thinking that everything would be okay if I just didn’t have that pesky stress of school to deal with.   That didn’t work out well either, mind you it was better, but it didn’t correct my mental state entirely.    It took me a long time to figure out just how badly I had been handling my stress and anxiety.